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#14 (water above and below), archival inkjet print, 11 x 15" (min. paper dimensions 19 x 16")

sooo i finaly got my internet hooked up. spent al day saturday trying then a roomate
changed one number from 1 to 0 and its all good.

i couldnt do it. i saw him do it and i just could not find the place to put it.

so a little update is what you are getting here. im safe. im housed for a while.
i have a couple of more pics of california.

look at the golden fields......sigh......at about this point im haveing fun/depressed.
the fact is that all my planning(little that there is) called for me to stop...
i dont want that...if you have been keeping up im sure you saw a overloaded scooter.
i do no tthink that at all, i only saw home. i saw freedom. i saw my own personality
sabtougeing(spelling) me.

so im stuck here just like there. i put myself in a postion where i cant go farther
(the snow stops that). i have a nice place (till dec 27).

i was kinda laggy on the coast. when your plan says go west to water then hang a right
you dont have much to look forward to after said right is turned.
there are two parts of me warring i guess. one needs freedom. one has a foot in the
real world. if i could upset one of them i would problay be happy. but no.. i only
have the choice of makeing what I do function for me. i choose my path and if
there is part of me that says stop then i will have to deal with that too.

the fact is i LOVed driveing all day. wakeing up and the only thing to do is find
tea the food then drive as long as i can then find sleep.

i cant tell you about this if you dont know. i love wakeing up, looking around,
and saying where am i? then before i know where i am i know im happy to see it.